補習-It Rained So Hard Tonight－今夜的雨很大

編譯：Lydia

It rained so hard tonight. I could feel the wind piercing through my ribs. A rainy Christmas eve. It just made me feel sadder and lonelier. It had rained the day he was buried into the ground and I had cried just like now.

今夜的雨很大，寒風刺骨。一個下雨的圣誕前夜，這只能讓我感到更悲傷、更孤單。他下葬的那一天也是如此的一個雨天，我也是哭的像現在一樣。

I was attracted to this cheerful guy when I first started helping out in the 'Home for the Disabled' three years back. He was a very special guy who was almost perfect if not for his eyes. He was blind. He became blind when he was 8.He got the high fever then, and the doctors could do nothing. He lost his sight as a result.He told me he didn't really mind not being able to see because he could always touch and feel things we 'normal' beings weren't able to. I was really touched by his optimism. Even though he was blind, his eyes were the most soulful eyes that I had ever seen. He was extremely helpful towards others and always did his best to give others what he could. He showered his love lavishly on everyone he knew. He was like an angel. He had a kind and unselfish heart. He gave half of what he earned to charity and he would help out at the 'Home' almost everyday.

三年前，當我開始到"殘疾人之家"做義工的時候，我認識了他。他是個很特殊的男孩，他的一切近乎完美,……除了他的眼睛。他是個盲人。8歲的時候，他生病了，發高燒，醫生也無能為力，后來他的眼睛就看不到東西了。他告訴我，他真的不介意，因為他可以靠觸摸來感覺事物，而我們正常人是做不到的。我被他的樂觀觸動了。雖然他的眼睛看不到東西，卻是我所見到的最充滿深情的眼睛。他總是幫助別人，并且是盡自己所能的幫助。他向每一個認識的人慷慨的奉獻愛心。他像個天使。他有一顆善良而無私的心。他把自己收入的一半捐獻給慈善事業，他幾乎每天都到"殘疾人之家"去做義工。

Whenever we were free from tending to the people at the 'Home', we would talk to one another for a long time. He talked about God a lot and how blessed was he to have found joy in the Lord. He didn't blame God for any misfortunes that had befallen on him. He said the Lord had his reasons for not giving him sight and he didn't blame God for the fact that his parent got killed in an accident when he was barely 12.I felt somewhat ashamed when I heard his words since I had always blamed God for not giving me a prettier face. I bore a grudge against God for not giving this wonderful angel His fullest blessings. I thought that God was unfair to him for taking, apart from his sight, his loved ones away from him. I felt that he truly deserved more.